Stingy receiver

It amazes me how many people are just like me. Hank said one day,"damn it Bob, you are a stingy receiver." Bingo! I am so selfish that I refuse support out of my grandiosity. How silly.

You cannot drag me into your drama

Recently a few folks have attempted to drag me into their drama. Well sorry people, I have drama of my own. And no matter how you try, by anger, by hostility, by self pity, by being dramatic, you cannot drag me into your drama.

It is no longer possible to keep the upcoming Prostate Surgery a secret so I am talking about it openly.  I am doing pretty well with it.  I will prepare a living will and update my will before the surgery on June 8, 2015.

I could wish that I would have more care and support but I do have a lot of it.  People get into their own issues and kind of lose awareness of what is happening around them or to me.  I could wish it otherwise but that isn't the way it is. The antidote for me is to get involved with the care of others.  That is a charm with me.

This is a very interesting time.